Mom

6 years ago
Hey, sweetie! Good luck on your math test. You got this. -Mom
	Omg mom, u realize u don’t have to sign your texts, right?
I just don’t want you to forget about me now that we can talk through our phones!  -Mom
	U r such a dork
Anyways, I have to get back to work, and you have a test to be studying for. I love you so much! -Mom
	Love you too
5 years ago
	Can I sleep over at Kenzie’s tonight?
Are you done your homework yet? -Mom
	Uhhhhhh…
Just as I suspected, LOL. You can stay over as long as you finish up your schoolwork this weekend. -Mom
	Did u seriously just say lol?
4 years ago
Hey, I hope you have a great day. Sorry I wasn’t home to make your lunch this morning. -Mom
	It’s fine
I love you. -Mom
	Love u too
3 years ago
Where are you? -Mom
	I’m with my friends rn
Will you be back for dinner? -Mom
	Jeez, relax. I’ll come home when we’re done hanging out lmao
I know, I just want to know how many I’m cooking for tonight. Sorry! -Mom
	K well idk what to tell u
2 years ago
Hey, sweetie. I just wanted to apologize about yesterday. I hope you can forgive me. -Mom
	I seriously don’t want to talk about it
That’s okay. But I hope you know I never intended to embarrass you in front of your friends like that. -Mom
	Oh, you didn’t MEAN to humiliate me? Well that makes everything soooo much better
I know you’re upset. I wish things had gone differently. -Mom
	Yeah, me too
Do you want me to leave work early this afternoon? I can grab takeout on the way home and we can have a picnic at the lake like we used to. -Mom
	So you can suck up and get me to forget about the whole thing? Yeah, as appealing as that sounds I think I’ll pass
	And you can stop signing your texts. It’s annoying af
Sorry, honey.
I love you.
1 year ago
	Hi mom. Ummm, idrk where to start. My therapist told me to try writing you a letter. It kinda reminded me of how you used to sign each of your texts as if you were sealing them in their own little envelopes, so I thought I would send a text instead. I don’t really know how it’s going to help though. Nothing helps.
	It’s been a year since… well you know. Dad’s not doing too great and, I mean, who could blame him? I was supposed to go to Queens for MedSci next year but I’m gonna stay home for another year. I don’t want to leave Dad alone just yet.
	Uhhh lol nevermind this was a stupid idea
11 months ago
	Hey
	I miss you
10 months ago
	I’m sorry
9 months ago
	Please come back
8 months ago
	Why did the universe take you away from me? Is this some kind of sick joke? Or a punishment?
	Who did this to me? How could they be so cruel? Why did you leave me?
	Why?
7 months ago
	If only I had known it would be our last conversation. I wish I could take it all back.
	You were never “annoying af,” Mom. Never.
	Maybe if I had let you come home early that night, everything would be different. Maybe we would have eaten takeout and fed the ducks our leftover crusts, and laid down in the grass and looked for shapes in the clouds, and maybe your last meal wouldn’t have been a watered-down cup of coffee from work, and maybe you would have still been here.
	Maybe if I wasn’t such an unforgiving brat you would have still been here
	I hope you knew that I loved you
	Why didn’t I tell you I loved you?
	I’m so stupid
	I’M SO STUPID
6 months ago
	I can’t do it anymore
	I’m so alone
1 month ago
	Hi again, mom. So… I’m still working with my therapist but things are going a lot better. I got a job as a waitress b/c I’m staying home with Dad for another year. I don’t really think university was the right path for me anyways.
	So yeah, I guess what I wanted to say is thank you. Thank you for everything you‘ve done for me.
	I’m sorry I didn’t say it at the time and I hope it’s not too late…
	I love you too.
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